(9:32:13 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: yo
(9:32:34 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: The reason why you haven't been invited to any of the leadership channels is because you've been busy sniffing up the asshole of TEST
(9:33:51 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: give me a moment. Any chance you can take a few and come chat with me. We've never had a chance to properly meet.
(9:35:17 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: I can chat on here, not on TS at the moment though
(9:35:35 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: I hate text. I was going to invite you to my voice comms.
(9:36:11 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: sorry, I just kinda woke up so still getting my bearings
(9:56:36 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: Well, I have to say your words frustrate the hell out of me. I've been breaking this alliance's back to come up and support the north and quite frankly cannot afford to continue at the pace we're going. We've deployed multiple times to back an effort, where we've always been loyal and been a great soldering force. We worked hard when the rest of the NC was up in DRF lands to create a more sustainable buffer to the west by being integral participants in the taking of cloud ring and fountain.
Anyone who participated in these campaigns will attest to our loyalty and dedication to allies. We've never asked for anything and worked hard to achieve what we have earned. Our allegiances to who we are faithful to have always been transparent. We've been asked to do little, however, of the "Guests" of the north, we've done our best to fly under the radar while remaining valued assets. Now, when we get a response like this, it not only kills all the effort we've done to support the north, it also doesn't do anything to support your current situation of poor morale.
We have never been an alliance who kisses anyone's ass to get where we need to go. We do our best to be good friends hard workers. Anyone who has taken even a moment of their time to address who we are as an alliance will do nothing but speak highly of us.
Now, I'm off for a bit. This was the first conversation I've ever had with you and I have to say... we need to do a reintroduction.
(10:05:09 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: I don't really care about the western buffer. Cloud Ring and Fountain were never under the NC's sphere of influence. Cloud Ring kinda has by default now with WI taking up space there, but the rest can burn as far as I am concerned.
(10:10:14 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: But the simple fact is, until a couple of days ago, you have made no attempt to get involved in NC affairs. I have not seen you attend 1 single NC leadership meeting, instead you were too busy chilling with TEST and you've made it very clear that your intentions are to be accepted into the Deklein Coalition
(10:11:58 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: wow. sorry we didn't kiss the NC's ass hard enough man.
(10:12:24 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: this isn't about kissing anyone's ass
(10:12:42 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: this is about showing you actually give a fuck what happens to the NC, and I've only started seeing this in the last 24-48 hours.
(10:12:50 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: http://www.fatal-ascension.com/killb...d&kll_id=21338
(10:13:09 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: http://www.fatal-ascension.com/killb...d&kll_id=20689
(10:13:25 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: http://www.fatal-ascension.com/killb...d&kll_id=20938
(10:13:39 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: http://www.fatal-ascension.com/killb...d&kll_id=20909
(10:13:47 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: I'll just keep going
(10:14:04 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: http://www.fatal-ascension.com/killb...d&kll_id=19212
(10:17:27 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: This isn't about FA's involvement, this is about your personal involvement.
(10:17:45 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: Go back and read exactly what I've said
(10:18:28 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: I have been waiting for you and I to have this chat, because I have to admit I have not been impressed by you.
(10:18:32 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: You're aware that I just recently assumed CEO of the alliance right?
(10:18:56 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: I'm happy to get everything on the table and clear the air though
(10:18:59 PM) firstname.lastname@example.org
: This isn't news to you is it?
(10:20:30 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: Not just recently, at least a couple of months now
(10:21:01 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: and these past months have we not been being shot by dudes you tried to invade or defend pure blind?
(10:22:23 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: I mean dude, you seem really informed on our participation and performance... so please, enlighten me on how exactly you think we should have either sucked up more or what the fuck ever. I mean... seriouly, sorry we don't have a lucian to hang on the nuts in our alliance but I'm quite sorry. Fatal Ascension just doesn't operate that way.
(10:24:23 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: This is not about performance, I want that to be clear.
(10:24:36 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: But up until now, you and I have never had a chat
(10:24:51 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: And this is how you start one?
(10:24:59 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: You wanted to know why you hadn't been invited into the leadership jabber channel
(10:25:20 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: I am telling you why
(10:25:48 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: Perhaps I could have chosen my approach a little better
(10:26:27 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: I am still jet lagged from flying across the other side of the world a couple of days ago
(10:26:59 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: why don't you sleep it off man.
(10:27:23 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: but regardless of how I approached it, my point still remains. I have not seen you around
(10:27:25 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: I'll go watch a movie, then maybe you can go back to the few paragraphs I read above... ask around about FA's involvement then we can start over?
(10:27:43 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: This is not about FA's involvement, I don't know how else to get that message across
(10:27:53 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: This is about your involvement
(10:28:06 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: go get informed by the people in pure blind, such as FCON where we'd always help them with thier shit when it was always reinforced.
(10:28:25 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: or MH where we'd constantly help them with their reinforced moons
(10:28:50 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: ask around, we'll chat later... tomorrow... w/e. but yeah... I'm gonna go watch a movie, hit the sack and sleep on this.
(10:29:16 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: Just ask imperian
(11:03:19 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: As I said earlier, this is not about FA's overall participation or performance. This is more about FA's leadership participation when it comes to communicating with the NC. I don't know how often you speak to Vuk, but you and I have never had a chat. Which is unusual because normally I talk to everyone in the NC. But I have always considered you guys more aligned to Deklein Coalition/TEST than the NC, and that's because I saw an announcement you made to your membership stating exactly that is your intentions.
(11:04:18 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: hey man. Just don't sweat it. go about w/e it is you do in RAWR to lead it and we'll come continue to help.
(11:22:00 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: well perhaps we got off to the wrong start, people tell me you are a decent enough guy
(11:23:37 PM) fa-xscx-zagdul: I wish I could say the same for you dude.
(11:24:58 PM) rawr-4s-killer2: depends who you talk to I guess